Love Each Other

I haven't written in awhile....


Pretty much because all I do is work and sleep and watch Pretty Little Liars ( It's pretty much amazingly addciting).

Since the last time I've wrote...my life has been crazy.

In 5 days... my best friend, my missionary will have been gone for four months!! He is currently in Argentina and I couldn't be MORE proud of him...

I was always a skeptic. I always said you could never fall in love with someone sooner than 6 months to a year... But now? I know it's possible.

I am very...very much in love. :)
Having a misisonary is a wonderful experience and I'm working MY hardest to become the woman he deserves when he gets home. :)

Besides that happiness... I've just been working like crazy. Saving up for a car and to fix my compter!!


:) That's what's going on in my world!!

Until we meet again. :)

All about April

April was the  beginning and the ending. It was the ending of my first semester of college. And I'll be honest. I was SO glad that it was over.

This month brought me to realization that I had feelings for someone. Someone i NEVER thought I'd have feelings for. I was torn.... This boy... is one of my best friend's ex boyfriends. And he is one of my ex-boyfriend's best friends. It was not a situation i wanted to enter into... But... How could i deny how i feel? Besides that.. He was going on his mission. I decided to hide those feelings and get over it. there was no way that he felt the same. More on this later!

It was spring break time and so Haley and I went to Utah. It was freaking great! I love spending time with my aunt. :) It was kinda weird at the same time.. But... I'm so glad my best friend went with me!

It was time to come back home and start my Spring Semester of college. I was so excited to meet my new roomies. They turned out to be super awesome and amazing!!!! :) I love them.. And i think i made some life long friend's from my roommates.

Back to this boy....

When i got back from Utah... i started spending a lot of time with him.. The feelings  grew and grew. It was hard to deny them anymore.

He went to Texas.. and while he was there.. He told me he felt the same.

Since then.. I've been in a whirlwind romance.

I care... deeply about this boy.

He's on his mission now.. and i couldn't be prouder. I just can't wait for May 2014. :)

Until next time. <3

March Madness

Sorry for the cliche blog post title... :) I couldn't think of what else to title my march post!

So.. march. that month... started something I NEVER saw coming. But... we will get into that later. :)

Hung out with my friends a lot during this much. I have so much love and support around me, it's SO awesome. :)

I got totally addicted to Gossip Girl during March.. It's totally scandalous.. But i love it. :)

I got my patriarchal blessing during this month... That was probably the best experience of my whole semester... It will ALWAYS make me feel better. :)

Hunger Games came out... I fell in love. :)

And that was my march. Not too eventful. But good.

Look Around You!

Hello :)

Time to blog again! I really should be getting more caught up on my homework... But... Who does that anymore? :)

Okay.. Time to continue to update!

February
February was the starting of a WAKE UP CALL to me.

I was having a grand time with friends and roommates in the very beginning. I'm the type of girl who LOVES to be busy.. Sitting idly makes me feel sad or unwanted. Basically it makes me feel lame.

I was... alone. I felt alone. i truly did.  I was considering ANY option to get out of rexburg...

I considered going to ENGLAND. (It's a dream of mine.)

My nephew turned 9. :)

I learned an intense love for my Intro to Mormonism class...
That class SERIOUSLY made the semester. It was amazing.. I always felt spiritually uplifted after going to this class.. and it was JUST what i needed during the semester. :)

Along with that... my one year mark was in February... I have been LDS for a year as of February 12th. :)

And this was my February. :)

Things Change

January...

I started COLLEGE in January. Like any normal person, I was excited and absolutely TERRIFIED. Haha. :)

I moved into an apartment with 6 other girls. One of them being my best friend Haley. And thanks to this, I made two new friends as well. I had great and fantastic roommates!

There was some Drama... but no biggggie :)

I was still spending a lot of time with my besties.. and so... i felt Great! i didn't so alone and it made my first month in college easier.

Something awful about this month....

Asha Davenport passed away.  I have known this girl since we were really little...I was in complete shock when she passed.

The Asha I remember was fun and just a sweetheart..I wish I had stayed in contact with that lovely woman..

I hadn't talked to her in years...

But she still influences me.. in a great way.



R.I.P Asha You are still loved and thought about... even three months later.

Until next time,

<3

Life... Is NEVER Easy.

Oh boy.

I've got myself in a predicament.
But, before I dive into THAT story.... That's fill you all in on what's going on with my life.

December,
Oh boy that month. was  busy. I felt so much anxiety towards coming to College. I didn't really have a life around that time. All I did was work, work, work and work some more. When i wasn't working, I was with Heather and Sarah. I was attached to those two like none other. It makes me sad to look back, because i hardly see either of them now. I was dealing with some strange emotions that I hate admitting to. I liked someone I shouldn't have. I did things I shouldn't have. Those things that i did.... changed me. And let me use the Saviors Atonement. I was ashamed of myself. At the point when I did what I did, it was weird. But i didn't care because i liked this boy. Haha.. Thinking about it now GROSSES ME OUT. SOOOOOO BAD. Ew, ew ,ew ,ew. Anyways, that was what my December consisted of. It was a major learning experience for me.

I'll write about January and everything later. Love you all! <3

Until Next Time :)

Back Again.

I haven't blogged since November..

wow... time has flown for sure.. So much has happened in 6 months that I can barely wrap my head around it. This post won't be long.. Just know... I'm back. :)