Sunday, April 29, 2012

Things Change

January...

I started COLLEGE in January. Like any normal person, I was excited and absolutely TERRIFIED. Haha. :)

I moved into an apartment with 6 other girls. One of them being my best friend Haley. And thanks to this, I made two new friends as well. I had great and fantastic roommates!

There was some Drama... but no biggggie :)

I was still spending a lot of time with my besties.. and so... i felt Great! i didn't so alone and it made my first month in college easier.

Something awful about this month....

Asha Davenport passed away.  I have known this girl since we were really little...I was in complete shock when she passed.

The Asha I remember was fun and just a sweetheart..I wish I had stayed in contact with that lovely woman..

I hadn't talked to her in years...

But she still influences me.. in a great way.



R.I.P Asha You are still loved and thought about... even three months later.

Until next time,

<3

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Life... Is NEVER Easy.

Oh boy.

I've got myself in a predicament.
But, before I dive into THAT story.... That's fill you all in on what's going on with my life.

December,
Oh boy that month. was  busy. I felt so much anxiety towards coming to College. I didn't really have a life around that time. All I did was work, work, work and work some more. When i wasn't working, I was with Heather and Sarah. I was attached to those two like none other. It makes me sad to look back, because i hardly see either of them now. I was dealing with some strange emotions that I hate admitting to. I liked someone I shouldn't have. I did things I shouldn't have. Those things that i did.... changed me. And let me use the Saviors Atonement. I was ashamed of myself. At the point when I did what I did, it was weird. But i didn't care because i liked this boy. Haha.. Thinking about it now GROSSES ME OUT. SOOOOOO BAD. Ew, ew ,ew ,ew. Anyways, that was what my December consisted of. It was a major learning experience for me.

I'll write about January and everything later. Love you all! <3

Until Next Time :)

Friday, April 27, 2012

Back Again.

I haven't blogged since November..

wow... time has flown for sure.. So much has happened in 6 months that I can barely wrap my head around it. This post won't be long.. Just know... I'm back. :)