All about April

April was the  beginning and the ending. It was the ending of my first semester of college. And I'll be honest. I was SO glad that it was over.

This month brought me to realization that I had feelings for someone. Someone i NEVER thought I'd have feelings for. I was torn.... This boy... is one of my best friend's ex boyfriends. And he is one of my ex-boyfriend's best friends. It was not a situation i wanted to enter into... But... How could i deny how i feel? Besides that.. He was going on his mission. I decided to hide those feelings and get over it. there was no way that he felt the same. More on this later!

It was spring break time and so Haley and I went to Utah. It was freaking great! I love spending time with my aunt. :) It was kinda weird at the same time.. But... I'm so glad my best friend went with me!

It was time to come back home and start my Spring Semester of college. I was so excited to meet my new roomies. They turned out to be super awesome and amazing!!!! :) I love them.. And i think i made some life long friend's from my roommates.

Back to this boy....

When i got back from Utah... i started spending a lot of time with him.. The feelings  grew and grew. It was hard to deny them anymore.

He went to Texas.. and while he was there.. He told me he felt the same.

Since then.. I've been in a whirlwind romance.

I care... deeply about this boy.

He's on his mission now.. and i couldn't be prouder. I just can't wait for May 2014. :)

Until next time. <3