Time to Heal

Boy.. this has been a tough week for me.

Went through a break-up with my first love..

Discovered that my mom is still drinking.. and has been for months. (More on the drama later.)

I've been mopey, sad, and down-right pathetic until early this morning. I realized.. that i NEED to be positive. It's okay to be sad.. but it won't get me anywhere.

Today itself was good. I LOVE SUNDAYS!! They are the best day of the week. A dose of the spirit.. and time with good friend's and family.

I went and hung out with ex-boyfriend from above. He's honestly a great guy. NO MATTER WHAT HE SAYS.

 We are total dorks though... we hung out all day. and for a good four hours of it.. we sat on our laptops transferring music to one another.. barely speaking.  It was quite funny! It was a good time.. and I'm SO GLAD that we are friends still. He is my best guy friend.. for sure.  I realized something today.. but I'm not going to say it. Because he reads this. :)

I have to say i love his mom. She's a total sweetheart. This morning, i was pretty worried that things would be awkward in church.  His mom came up to me and hugged me and told me no matter what.. that I was one of the family. That made me feel 184398743 times better.

So after all this, here's to the more positive Taneil. :)